Crazy as it seems but I think im waiting for the wrong person for years. I never thought I would allow myself to be in this kind of situation. I'm not really sure if it's just the situation or me? This just doesn't feel good. There's nothing there to hold on to.
I just hate that im still creating an illusion on what we're supposed to be right now. This is not fair. I don't know what the hell am I still waiting for.
On a lighter side, I am trying to distract myself from thinking about the "situation". I am letting myself be distracted by this boy (a legit Chinese boy). YES, flirting is the best possible solution for my current dilemma in life. He's not an imported love affair, or a fantasy he just makes me happy.
Looking forward to seeing him this April.
Not there anymore
Monday, January 28, 2013, 7:33 AM
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Wednesday, January 4, 2012, 9:10 AM
Coach Rio's wedding proposal to his girlfriend Nicole.
I am happy for those couples who got engaged during the holidays. I just heard coach Rio's proposal video from Boys Night Out and searched it right away. I got so emotional after watching the video haha!
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, 8:58 AM
Received a text message from highschool kabarkada of ours. We haven't seen each other for a very long time and we took the opportunity to see reunite since some of us are still on Christmas vacation.
Everything was last minute and thank G almost everyone showed up!! Take note that this is not our usual afternoon meeting like we used to. This time dinner ang peg and i loooove it!
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Sunday, January 1, 2012, 6:08 AM
Happy shopper
Sunday, November 27, 2011, 2:07 PM
We had our late lunch at Jay Jay's to celebrate my cousin's birthday then we went to Noel Bazaar in WTC. Lots of good deals in that bazaar maybe because it was their last day idk haha BUT i was able to get 4 items for P1000, not bad.
- Laptop bag
- Matte Lipstick from NYX
- Olive scent perfume
- Oxford shoes
Life Update
Monday, November 7, 2011, 4:46 AM
Busy days ahead of me. There are so many things to do and I can’t seem to keep with all of this things. It makes me sad that my birthday and Christmas day is just around the corner but here I am doing all these shitty school works. My personal and social life is greatly affected.
I seriously don’t want anything for my birthday, I don’t even want anybody to remember it. My boyfriend keeps on asking what I want so he can get it for me. I have a list of things that I want but I think he has given me a lot of things already.
I am planning to surprise him on my birthday since I did not get him anything on his birthday. Since my birthday will fall on a Wednesday and it his “duty day”, i’m planning to go to his house and leave some sweet things on his room.
OH DEAR GOD PLEASE HELP ME FINISH EVERYTHING SO I CAN DO ALL OF THIS.
Somewhere between heartaches and waiting comes another chance
to be found by someone who can show you that you don’t deserve to be just an option but a choice.